I got sick last week; had the upset stomach and headache for several days. I realized I couldn't take care of Blu if I was to remain sick. He wasn't eating, I wasn't able to take him out even to go potty. I made the hardest decision in my life; I had to give him up. Today has been a very hard day. It's been the hardest day of my life so far, since Blu went to the shelter last Friday. I have decided I will probably never have another pet. It's just too hard for them to grab onto your life, heart, soul; and then to have to let them go.

Blu, you have left a very big hole in my heart. I pray you find a happy, forever home. I love you big guy!