"Only love can break a heart. Only love can mend it again." but, how long does it take to find love again? I like my independence. It's the loneliness I don't like.
My home teacher asked me the other night if I thought I would get married again. I told him if it's the Lord's will, I will.
I have to learn not to be so selfish and self-centered, but being Bi-Polar, that's what we are.
I wish I knew why it's easier to feel hurt, hate and anger than love? I guess the stronger emotions are easier to feel, but you can't live with the extremes forever. I would like not to feel so numb or so pain filled all the time. How to find a happy medium...
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